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llanah

I have an adopt addiction..
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2020

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Eclipse is... different?

It ruins a lot about the site for me - but I'm not here often, I guess.

I still adore interfaces and layouts, that's not changed in the slightest- if anything I was more creative when I was active here back then! 

Sorry if I caused ill to anyone. I've grown up - a lot, that's clear by the journal posts that seem to loom on the site - I deleted a few but in a way, I like keeping them because I can really see progress in myself and in my skills.

If you remember me, awesome if not, no harm because I may not remember you..

If you want to keep updated with my adventures you can find me on Toyhou.se

With the new site, I doubt I can get back into here- though it will always hold a dear place in my heart <3
Drop a message or subscribe to me there. I'm slowly coming back to the digital world because I want to make things again.
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During December/Jan 2016, I went on a holiday overseas for 3 weeks and forgot my password and email - sooo dumb, I know!

I have recently recovered my information but don't plan on being too active on this site. I wanted to apologize for vanishing but things are going really well in my life right now and I am going to ride that train - I hope you can understand!

Thanks, guys and stay well & safe.
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ahahhah this post is almost as big of a mess as me....

First thing is first - I will be hoping to make a commission journal!
It's going to work a bit differently than normal ones-
I post a journal and all you do is comment something you want to see
- tell how much you'd pay for and i will start when i can
it can be anything you'd want to see from me
art, designs, pages, layouts i dont knowww :'D

another idea is to tell me what idea's you'd support if i made a patreon
itd be like 1$ a month idk?

idk im just trying to think of ideas -
im normally really peppy and try not to be negative but like
this week has been horrible

my granmas cat passed away and that affected me for a few days

im also starting to stress with uni a bit

oh and those commissions i feel really bad for not finishing yet

oh and i am getting "kicked out" of the house i am staying in
we have about a month to find a new place -
my boyfriend is being really strong _ supportive with it
im kind of a mess? i dunno i always find writing about my feelings makes me feel better

i dont want to seem like... attention seeking? or anything etc
just wanted to get this out in the open - as to explain kind of the reason i haven't been as active \o/

ive been thinking of making a patreon to try and get a steady (even 10$ a week) income. i know its not lots, but this would help me buy groceries lel

but yeah like

if you have anything you'd be ACTIVELY interested in seeing - im willing to try anyway
and just.. i dunno i am just a bit of a mess and wanted to rant
theres a big chance i will delete this later but we will see

help me get on my feet/get into a better mindset whoo? ;w;

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1. Asked someone to marry you?
Guilty

2. Kissed one of your friends?
Guilty

3. Danced on a table in a bar?
Innocent

4. Ever told a lie?
Guilty

5. Had feelings for someone whom you can't have?
Guilty

6. Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
Guilty

7. Kissed a picture?
Guilty

8. Slept in until 5 PM?
Guilty

9. Fallen asleep at work/school?
Guilty

10. Held a snake?
Guilty

11. Been suspended from school?
Innocent

12. Worked at a fast food chain/restaurant?
Innocent

13. Stolen something?
Guilty

14. Been fired from a job?
Innocent

15. Done something you regret?
Guilty

16. Laughed until something you were drinking came out of your nose?
Guilty

17. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
Innocent

18. Kissed in the rain?
Guilty

19. Sat on a roof top?
Guilty

20. Kissed someone you shouldn't?
Guilty

21. Sang in the shower?
Guilty

22. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
Guilty

23. Shaved your head?
Innocent

24. Slept naked?
Guilty

25. Had a boxing membership?
Guilty

26. Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
Guilty

27. Been in a band?
Guilty

28. Shot a gun?
Innocent

29. Donated Blood?
Innocent

30. Eaten alligator meat?
Guilty

31. Eaten cheesecake?
Guilty

32. Still love someone you shouldn't?
Innocent

33. Have/had a tattoo?
Innocent

34. Liked someone, but will never tell who?
Guilty

35. Been too honest?
Guilty

36. Ruined a surprise?
Guilty

37. Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you can't walk afterwards?
Guilty

38. Erased someone in your friends list?
Guilty

39. Dressed in a woman's clothes (if you're a guy) or man's clothes (if you're a girl)?
Guilty

40. Joined a pageant?
Guilty

41. Been told that you're handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?
Guilty

42. Still have communication w/ your ex?
Guilty

43. Cheated on someone?
Guilty?

44. Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?
Guilty

45. A total stranger treated you by paying your fare?
Guilty

46. Get totally angry that you cried so hard?
Guilty

47. Tried to stay away from someone for their own good?
Guilty

48. Thought about suicide?
Guilty

49. Thought about murder?
Guilty

50. How about Mass Murder?
Guilty

51. Rode in a stranger's vehicle?
Guilty

52. Stalked someone?
Guilty

53. Had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
Guilty

Oh gosh I'm evil.
Comment below if you have anymore questions you're curious about :'D

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